Since The Red Moon Appeared

Teacher Lu was trying her best to understand, but she was also confused.

Lu Xin wasn’t surprised that Lu was still waiting for him. He could tell that Lu was worried that Lu would not be able to make it back safely, and she seemed to want to have a good chat with him.

Lu Xin did not plan to lie to Lu, so he told her what he felt as accurately as possible.

But from her expression, he guessed that she actually couldn’t understand.

“I …”

Teacher Xiaolu seemed to hesitate for a moment before she raised her head and said, “”I don’t seem to understand this feeling.”

When she said this, she looked disappointed.

It was disappointment towards himself, mixed with a strong sense of self-blame and discouragement.

However, after Lu Xin heard her words, he fell silent for a moment before a warm smile appeared on his face. “It’s okay.”

“This kind of feeling is something very few people can understand.”

As he said that, his eyes turned serious. you don’t understand. It’s good. It’s a kind of luck.

Lu looked at Lu Xin’s smile and could feel the sincere comfort in his words.

However, her mood did not improve at all. She slowly lowered her head and clenched her fingers together. She looked tired and depressed. She was not as optimistic and lively as she used to be. Lu Xin looked at her and suddenly thought, ” could it be that teacher Lu’s optimism and liveliness in front of me were all an act? ”

He couldn’t tell because he didn’t understand it before.

Now that he understood, he realized it?

What was this?

Were they two people who would try their best to put on a show for each other every time they met?

..

While Lu Xin was thinking about these strange questions, Lu seemed to be deep in thought. She slowly raised her head to look at Lu Xin and gestured with her hands. so, what do you mean by ‘better’? what kind of feeling is that? ”

Lu Xin did not want to lie in front of teacher Lu.

He thought about it seriously for a moment. Then, he gently pinched the fingers of his left hand together, and then the fingers of his right hand also pinched together.

The two hands seemed to be holding a line each, gently pulling in the air and slowly approaching.

it’s like two lines of different wavelengths. They can see each other but can’t understand each other. This line is the world, and this line is me. At first, I seemed to never be able to fit in with the world because of the different wavelengths. No matter how much I tried to please it, it was useless. But gradually, my wavelength changed, and the world changed as well. It began to like me …

“..”

Teacher Xiaolu tried her best to understand and said anxiously, “”Will they really fuse together?”

Lu Xin stopped in his tracks when he saw the worry, concern, and genuine joy in Lu’s eyes.

He knew that if he said he could, teacher Lu would believe him.

However, he didn’t want to lie.

Thus, after a moment of silence, he put down his palm and said softly, “”I hope so.”

“But I don’t know.”

because this part is something that I can’t control myself.

“..”

The joy on teacher Xiaolu’s face froze, and her expression became a little stiff.

“So …”

After a long moment of silence, she looked up at Lu Xin and said, “”You’re still not who you used to be?”

This question stumped Lu Xin and he fell silent for a long time.

In fact, she could feel that she was different from before, but this was different from what miss Lu had thought.

The only impression she had of herself was when she was in the orphanage. She could not feel herself in this world, but she regarded herself as a gentle and kind person at that time. She remembered the way she gave her chocolate, but she did not know that she was looking at her curiously from behind, thinking about why this girl was so strong even though she was so weak …

He was thinking about how she could run so fast.

She was also thinking if she would still have the courage to provoke those little monsters if she didn’t run away …

She had misunderstood him since the orphanage.

Unfortunately, the him in her heart had always been fake …

He was changing for the better, but she felt that he was getting further and further away from the past …

Human thinking was really an interesting thing.

However, regarding the question she asked …

Lu Xin was silent for a long time. Many questions came to his mind, including his recent experiences and number eight.

“I’ve always been me,” he slowly replied.

it’s just that my perception of my surroundings is different, so the choices I make are different.

but I’m still me. This has never changed.

“..”

Teacher Lu raised her head. Her expression was filled with confusion, confusion, and fear.

Perhaps what she wanted to hear was that she wasn’t the one who had done certain things in the past?

Lu Xin could clearly understand what Lu wanted to hear, but he did not want to lie. He said slowly, ” I don’t know what I look like in other people’s eyes, but I feel that I’ve never changed, no matter when I was preparing to escape … Or later … It’s just that I have different reactions …”