New Life : A Second Chance

[That\'s great, brother] Kay said, though there was a slight hitch to her voice.

Kyle frowned [What\'s wrong?]

There was silence.

[Kay?]

[You seriously need to work on blocking strong emotions]

It took Kyle a second to realise what Kay was referring to.

[Oh Shit! Kay! I\'m sorry!]

[I almost moaned out loud right in the middle of watching television! Damn it, Kyle!]

Kyle winced. For her to actually use his name was bad.

[It was totally out of my expectations. And you\'re right. I\'ve got to block it better]

[Next time, when you\'re doing these sort of missions, I\'m just going to block you out until you get back. It\'s way safer]

[Agreed]

Kyle sighed and buried his head in the pillow.

They had already learned that it was possible to tune out each other\'s feelings, and had been practicing on doing so. However, keeping it up all the time was draining so they only would put up their \'shields\' when there was any spike of strong emotions.

What had happened, though, had been too sudden and too strong for Kay to block it out in time. All she knew was she had this intense feeling of pleasure and getting hot all over. She had literally bit her own tongue to stop herself from moaning, get rational and put up her shield.

[What happened anyway? I thought you had everything under control? You weren\'t like this at all when it came to Samantha] Kay asked.

Kyle squirmed uncomfortably on the bed, and kept punching his head.

[Do you really need to know the details?] Kyle asked.

Kay thought about it then decided, [No, I guess not. Just tell me one thing though, brother]

[What is it?]

[Are you still a virgin?]

[Yes] Kyle answered through gritted teeth.

[Oh] Kay replied, while connecting the dots together [So you got a blowjob then]

[Er ...]

[He must have been good] Kay continued ruthlessly.

After all, she had to get back at him for her near embarrassing condition. In front of Xing Han and Edward, too (who had been watching television with her).

[Really good, for you to lose control like that. I mean, come on. The waves were so strong]

[Are you done yet?] Kyle whined.

[Nope] Kay replied [I\'ve not even begun yet]

\'Please kill me now\' Kyle thought to himself as he had to continue \'listening\' to Kay rant. Too bad he couldn\'t block out his ears to stifle out the sound. The disadvantage of telepathy.

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Kyle spent the next two days by himself in the room, going through the mission and figuring out his weaknesses. He told the others that he needed time to gather more intel, which was partially true. It was just intel on himself.

Kyle didn\'t even tell Kay why he needed the extra two days by himself.

He didn\'t lie to her. He just told her that he needed \'me\' time and she accepted that. She didn\'t press for the reason why he needed the \'me\' time. She knew he lied about his reason to the others, and for her, so long as he didn\'t lie to her, it was enough.

They may be twins, and even platonic soul mates, but it didn\'t mean that you needed to share every single detail of each other\'s lives with each other. Each respected the other and trusted the other fully, and wouldn\'t think that by not revealing everything, it was due to lack of love or trust.

In short, they didn\'t take it personally.

The mission had drained him more than he thought it could be, and he just needed to seclude himself. He didn\'t go out of his room and had his meals inside, and would meditate to attain some inner peace while he analysed what had happened and how it could be avoided.

The main thing here was the fact that he was becoming more sensitive. In the sexual sense.

Prior to the Samantha mission, he thought he had been asexual. Nothing he looked at or studied could arouse him at all. Despite the fact that he had already entered puberty, and his hormones were raging, he really was not interested at all.

After Samantha, he was more aware of women\'s bodies and men, for that matter.

After Randall?

If this was an anime or manga, there would be a sweatdrop right above Kyle\'s head right now.

Just thinking of what happened could make him aroused already. If he went out and saw women\'s cleavage, would he now be interested to touch them? If he saw a guy that was fit and just the way he likes it, would he be interested in starting something?

It was as if Samantha had unlocked the door and Randall had swung it wide open.

In short, Kyle was now like a normal, horny teenager.

Which was not good. He was a matured adult (in mind) but his hormonally charged body was becoming stronger than his mental strength. So he now had to train and get his mental strength back so that he wouldn\'t be a victim of his own body.

Kyle knew that Randall had seen the desire in his eyes. So Randall had taken it as permission to do what he did. Kyle had been in total control until that moment, and during the entire session, he was out of it.

Completely at the mercy of his own desire and lust.

He hated that.

So for the entire two days, Kyle trained hard so that his mind would be able to ignore and overcome what his body was begging for. After all, for Kyle, he didn\'t want to just fuck anyone - even if that person was willing and wanted it.

Kyle wanted to only make love with the person he loves.

That part, at least, was still female.