I Have Yet to Become a Doll Today

Still not enough, she threw pillows and tore the bedsheets!

Whatever could be smashed, she smashed, whatever could be broken, she broke, and whatever could be destroyed, she destroyed!

She kept picturing in her mind that couple running and chasing after each other – the young girl full of youth, dressed in denim shorts. Her bare legs were unobscured, dazzling and eye-catching!

So what if you can stand? What does taking a few steps mean?

Can you run? Can you jump? Do you have that pair of healthy, lively, long legs?

Jealousy!

Fury!

Unprovoked anger drove her to want to scream hysterically!

All negative emotions overwhelmed Bai Youwei. She clenched her teeth and grabbed the hem of her skirt, wishing she could burn it clean!

Her carefully selected long skirt, an expensive and beautiful dress, also used to hide her shortcomings! It was like a joke before those legs!

What a huge joke!

Jerk!

The ripping sound of tear and pull, the curtains were ripped apart!

She opened the wardrobe again, threw all the clothes inside to the floor indiscriminately, and even wanted to push the wardrobe over and smash it to pieces!

Suddenly, voices were heard from outside the door.

Bai Youwei froze in her actions.

She was stunned as she turned to look at the locked bedroom door—

In the living room, Shen Mo who just returned home asked Shen Fei, “What are you doing here?”

Despite it being a very ordinary question, Shen Fei stammered in response, “I, I drove Weiwei back…”

Shen Mo raised his eyebrow, “Weiwei?”

Shen Fei sensed something and corrected himself, “I drove Sister Weiwei back…”

Shen Mo nodded lightly, “Go home early. You need a few more days to recover from your injuries. Be careful.”

“Oh…” Shen Fei replied, hesitated as he glanced at the tightly closed door behind him, then departed quietly.

When Shen Fei left, Shen Mo knocked on the bedroom door.

—Knock, knock.

“Weiwei?”

Bai Youwei looked around the messy room.

Why did he have to come at this time…

She closed her eyes, holding herself back at her limits.

“Weiwei, are you in there?” Shen Mo asked again.

“Yes!” Bai Youwei shouted back, quickly picking up the clothes on the floor and stuffing them back into the wardrobe!

As she tidied up, she yelled out, “Wait a moment, I’m changing my clothes! Give me a second, then I’ll open the door!”

Picking up all the cosmetics from the floor!

Unable to clean up all the jars and glass shards, she simply swept all under the bed!

The bedsheets? The bedsheets need to be tidied up quickly!

…Damn it! The lipstick and eyeshadow had stained the sheets irresistibly! No choice, she had to change the sheets!

But where were the clean sheets?

Bai Youwei yanked her hair out of frustration, pulling the wardrobe door open again and flipping through it frenziedly for the bedsheets. The clothes she had just stuffed in the wardrobe fell out again.

She was at her wits’ end, but finally found the clean sheets after hard searching. With great effort, she spread them out on the bed, only to notice the pillows were missing.

Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!!!

Where the hell had she thrown the pillows?!

“Weiwei, are you alright in there?” Shen Mo, who had been waiting for a while, asked suspiciously.

“I’m fine! …I, I’m just slow in changing clothes, wait a little longer!” She explained again.

Wheeling around the room, Bai Youwei searched for the pillow, but to no avail. Eventually, she found it strangely underneath the bed.

She had to get off the wheelchair, lay down on the floor and crawl under the bed to pick it up.

While reaching for it, her palm was cut by the glass shards under the bed. When she crawled out, she bumped her head on the bed frame.

She patted the two pillows clean and placed them neatly at the head of the bed.

While arranging them… for some reason, she suddenly felt overwhelmingly sad and upset. The tip of her nose tingled, and tears dropped heavily onto the pillows…